Do you ever feel so alone that you just want to curl up in a corner and cry? I feel like that almost every day. I’m that girl who grew up and was obnoxious and was not afraid to be herself. I completly regret that now. I am constantly made fun of. I’m that girl who hangs out with the most popular girls and does not get any guys to like her. I feel like I’m ugly, fat, and unwanted. I cry everynight. I don’t even care anymore. Boys won’t like me because they find me annoying. I have no one to go to, because the people I’m “friends” with lie,backstab, and are two-faced bi*ches. I don’t understand what I have been doing wrong. Why am i so unwanted? Why is it that no one loves me? I have suicide thoughts all the time. Because I honestly doubt people would care. I want to be saved from this, I don’t want to live.