General I’m sorry everyone by nikki123 3/29/2011 written by nikki123 3/29/2011 ive thought about it alot.I feel like I should go.my so called best friend doesn’t even want me here anymore.I don’t have any other choice then.I have to die.right? I have no other option….right? This is the only thing I can do to fix it all? 11 comments 0 Email Related posts Satisfactory is good enough 10/18/2021 Numb to the Core 10/18/2021 Suicidal 10/18/2021 plaything 10/17/2021 When little to nothing brings you joy 10/16/2021 It hurts but I can’t cry for some... 10/16/2021 Protected: Ptsd 10/16/2021 ¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!.¡!¡!¡!¡!¡! 10/15/2021 I don’t understand myself either 10/15/2021 Don’t want to rot away in an elder... 10/15/2021 11 comments social-outcast 3/29/2011 - 11:34 pm If your friend doesn’t want you here any more he/she doesn’t deserve your friendship. There are other options it’s just finding them which can be hard. I gave up on friends a long time ago, yes its lonely but there are pros to being friendless. I hope you don’t hurt yourself, i thought i saw you post saying your life is turning around. Don’t undo your hard work by killing yourself. Log in to Reply Deep abyss 3/29/2011 - 11:38 pm You, shall live. Live. Live. And then, be happy. Log in to Reply nikki123 3/29/2011 - 11:39 pm It is turning around in some areas.but in others it’s still going down hill.with my mom things are better…but thats kind of it.and I’ve been friendless aswell but not as much this year.my grades are falling because of it.I try to let them all go but for some reason I just can’t. Log in to Reply nikki123 3/29/2011 - 11:40 pm @deep abyss I’m trying my best to stay alive.it’s harder then ever Log in to Reply social-outcast 3/29/2011 - 11:44 pm I was always the opposite, i struggled in school when i had friends. I guess i have always used too much time and effort to keep any friendships going that school work was ignored. I was always seperated from friends in school, if i think about how i grew up my lack of social skills make sense. I’m not sure exactly what to say that could help, may be try to find some new friends through a shared hobby or something? Log in to Reply nikki123 3/29/2011 - 11:46 pm Thing is…I don’t need friends.they make things worse for me.my grades are slipping more then ever and there is way to much drama I get sucked into. Log in to Reply social-outcast 3/29/2011 - 11:51 pm Presisely, thats why i found myself isolating myself from people. Just do it gradually then, say no to invites every so often. Right now the thought of not having them as friends is scary because having them around is normal. Do things gradually in your own time until you feel comfortable alternatively so you don’t end up like me keep your friends but make sure you ALWAYS put yourself first. If that means telling them to bugger off whilst you do home work then so be it. They won’t be your friends forever, you will move on and meet new people so right now your grades are more important, concentrate on those. Log in to Reply Ningyou 3/30/2011 - 5:26 am If your grades are slipping, maybe go to tutoring or something? Or do some extra credit? Don’t give up hope, there’s always ways to get your grades up. As for your friends…. Don’t live for them. Not everyone needs someone to live for. Start living for yourself, doing what you want to do. Log in to Reply oracle 3/30/2011 - 5:53 am Hello To have good steady friends takes a life time. You never know who your friends are until both of you are at least 25 years old. This is because it takes to be somewhat mature, you need to test your friends through things etc, so one shortlists friends as years go by and finally stays with a few of them. What happens now is that you are at school and your life is like depending on how you do with friends. If you dont do well, then you put the blame on yourself and get depressed etc. That is a completely wrong view. Here it is clear that you are the valuable person, look at your feelings, arent they beautiful ? good friends would love your values. Dont let the good friends that are waiting to meet someone like you miss that opportunity. Lots of Love O Log in to Reply nikki123 3/30/2011 - 3:12 pm I want to keep my friends Alyssa and christal.but we always fight and argue.alyssa says she wants me to leave now.and christal wants me to stay.I don’t know what to do. Log in to Reply will692 3/31/2011 - 12:32 am Talk to them and tell them how they feel. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.