if having suicidal thoughts is so common does that make me normal?
every week or so there will be times where i feel i don’t belong here or the wish that i could just disappear.
my mental state is so flawed, it’s partly dysfunctional. I don’t think I would be of much use to society because I have the fail in everything I do. Being of no use would mean that I am a waste of space, food, money. Another person should have the resource I have. Earth is getting too crowded and polluted and I’m just wasting so many people’s time and energy.