My plan failed i went to sleep and started chooking myself after taking all theese meds and i blacked out i was about to die but i woke up in the hospital i was unconcious but my parents found me this is really a total failure i had eveerything put into place well ill try again tonite if im not already to sick
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you are not a failure. You are alive. A few months ago I also took many pills, + booze… and ended up passing out before “completion.” *except I woke up on my living room floor; no hospital, or parents, or friends. It is not an accident you are still with us. I firmly believe this.
Take the time whilst your in hospital to reach out for help.
If your any where near as bad as i was after my OD you won’t have enough energy to try anything else for a while. Talk to your parents, doctors any one.
I hope you feel better soon
Take care x
i really wanted to die and now i wanna die even more
That wasn’t the way to do it though. I’ve tried to OD, over 150 pills. I spent two days throwing up, i think i even started bringing up my stomach acids. Not nice. Two days of being locked in my room because i couldn’t move or keep anything down, no one even asked how i was(still live at home) so you may not feel it now but you are very lucky you have people around you to help you through this tough time.
Do you want to explain why you want to die? It’s your choice, you don’t have to but if you post how you feel and why some one may of been through something similar and will be able to help you work through it. Death is the final answer, please make sure you have tried everything else before trying to kill yourself again.
I am glad ur still here