I went to see my theripist today and told her about this site and she was worried about me and then told my mom. My mom is more worried about me now then she was before and I don’t think that she trusts me alone now because I confessed that I wanted to overdose on my pills in hopes I would die. I know depresson runs in my moms family but I don’t think anyone in my family has been as depressed as me before. I feel like the people I tell about my problem that are close to me don’t trust me anymore. When I first told my mom I was suicidal a few months ago she wouldn’t leave me alone anymore. I know I’m not the only one who is going through this but I feel like I can’t confide in my family. I feel alone and when I did tell my mom that I was just acting happy so she wouldn’t worry I thought she was going to cry.