Heres my gun, heres my soul..Both rdy to leave the chamber they inhabit, and I know that it means nothing in the end of the day..No one will care, and I honestly dont want them to, why would I want them to? This is going to happen..there is no escaping it..IM tired of being like this, and I know it wont get better it never has after all these yrs..Hold you friend in his lap when he bleds to death..Look ur mother in the eye when she says she never wanted you and that if a doctor would of done the surgery you wouldnt be here…Your father killing himself in the woods because you came out as a homosexual..Let me know if its all ok..Please because it isnt for me
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Hey mate, sounds like things have been really hard for a long long time. Like maybe your whole life. I think you’ve done well to get this far in life. I know theres no fast or easy answers but I believe things can get better for you. It doesn’t necessarily hurt a lot less, but it can get easier to deal with and there can be some good times when you manage to find people who can help. There are a lot of people out there who don’t care and don’t understand but theres also some who honestly do care and will go through a lot of shit with you to help things get better. Sounds like you’ve thought about this a lot but I hope that you feel some care from me to today and that it gives you hope that there could be good things out there for you. Email me if you like
just pull the trigger…….
Please don’t kill yourself. Life may not have gotten better over the years but it still can. Just because your family is not good, doesn’t mean you can’t find friends that will care for you.