Okay, so today I’ll do everything the same. Feel depressed and try my best to stay sane. Today my love talks to me as if I’m a disturbance, and i take her actions to feed my depression. The words she said are in my head like quotes, then my thoughts that pass me by tell me I love her the most. Tomorrow between us only got worse because now I’m turned over and hurt and now there’s an invisible sign around her that reads “Do not disturb”. Next week I memorize the words she said as they go around in my head beating me down while I’m peacefully asleep in my bed. Today in time I hear no word from her nor eye contact. I cry and cry trying to keep intact, so i wont be hurt by “THAT” girl that i love. She’s gone now. That’s the path she chose. How do i know? I read my mental notes.
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I can relate to this so well.
do you guys ever talk/communicate with eachother..?
if she’s gone then she’s not worth it. if someonoe doesn’t care, then it’s their fault, their problem, don’t be sad about it. If she loved you as much as you did, she wouldn’t let you go. And if she doesn’t, then it’s not worth it being depressed about someone who doesn’t love you as much as it should.