I had a really bad nightmare, I woke up crying. I dreamed that my family came to the decision that we were going to kill ourselves. So we drenched a bed in gasoline and layed down in it. Then I lit the match and everything was orange and hot. Pretty messed up. Maybe it means, subconciously, i feel like if i kill myself then my family will die too, i burn myself with melted candle wax so that explains the fire.