I’m not coming out, not now, not ever. everyones bi, it’s the new fucking fad. I’ll just be thought of as another one of those sheepy fucking scene whores, who do it because it’s ‘different’. well guess what you attention seeking little ingrates, you’ve made me hate myself. I’ve NEVER hated myself, I’m a good person, but now? now I just think to myself, ‘you’re disgusting. you’re one of them, just another scene whore.’
thanks for this. fucking fakers.
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Why compare yourself…you’re not them.
but, it’s just. I’ve never done anything just to be like everyone else, and it just makes me so angry that they’re making me feel like this. ugh, I give up. I always have to please everyone.
You don’t have to please anyone, the only person you need to please is yourself. If you’re bi, it’s not because all the other girls are too. It’s because that’s honestly what you are. Make yourself different from those girls. Be yourself. And if those girls are acting like what you really are, then they just want to be you. Or better yet, call them out on there phony lifestyles. Don’t hate yourself because you’re afraid of being something you’re not. Just be you.
it’s hard to explain, I just. urgh, I feel as if no-one would believe me.
No you don’t have to please anyone…that’s you, allowing that pressure on yourself….if you’re angry, that’s cool. No one has the power to make you feel anything unless you leave yourself open to whoever’s drama and bs.
Your golden…you are the boss, make choices that empower you. It’s not a coincidence that sh* goes on, it’s meant to go on for us to look at it and ask, “What’s the lesson for me here”….it’s meant to teach and inform you on how much love you have for yourself. It’s a positive. If you just look at it at face value, you lose the benefit of what is there, actually for your benefit.
Remember, you’re golden…and I don’t need to say that…it’s just the way it is my friend….Good luck.
So what if people don’t believe you? You know it’s true. And when people see that, they’ll know it’s true also. Just be confident, I know it’s not easy, and I’m nowhere near confident, but just try it.