Can anyone of you associate with that?
It is said that self injury is just a way of trying to get attention but somehow i think there might be more to it.
Like when all you have ever known is pain, i think at some point you begin to love the only thing you know and it simply becomes pleasure, like reversing the poles. Instead of developing a love for life you love death and everything that symbolizes it. I love vampirism so much and I’d love to act out on it some time with myself and others.
In my childhood and in my youth I had these intense thoughts of pain-pleasure and it felt like better than sex. At the time I didn’t feel depressed or anything like that – it just overcame me and I took it like it was sex or something. I ran it through my mind like extacy and then I wanted to act it out but only got to cut myself once.
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we should talk sometime. ?
Anyone who wants to talk to me should write an e-mail to rocky1990b@yahoo.de I will then give you a link to my messenger adress that i don’t wanna give out here.
Couldn’t agree more. Feeling the blade across your skin is literately like an orgasm. I don’t know if I can think of any better feeling out there really. I love cutting, and I really don’t give a rats ass what anyone else has to say about it, I don’t plan on stopping.