all of my friends are in complete mayhem, they’re all argueing, and bitching about eachother. it’s almost made me relapse, well, probably has. I really just want to harm, I really do.
had an arguement over facebook, bad idea, I’m gonna get shit about it tomorrow. hah, cba.
fuck it, where’s my razor.
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Please don’t do this. I don’t want to see you hurt.
a set back, but not a huge one. didn’t do it nearly as deep or as much as I used to.
But I wish I’d not just jumped for it. ah fuck I feel like shit. I think I’m going to be sick |:
i hope your ok
if you wanna talk we can
You do what makes you feel better. To be honest, I don’t cut or self harm because I don’t want to get in shit about it. Psychiatrists can’t save me from me.
I must admit, life is a true *****… but if you even THINK about suicide, talk to that guy above like um… please dont save me is his name, im new here but i’ve seen him around a lot, im sure he’s got useful things to say.
but this doesn’t make me feel better anymore. crap, well, atleast i know now that t doesn’t work anymore, but, now I feel fragile, helpless. cutting was kind of the ‘okay, if it gets too much, you always have that.’ wow, I don’t even know if this is good or bad…
I usually just drown myself in music when I get ‘the thoughts’. it’s fine, don’t wanna trouble anyone :3