I feel so alone,
so all alone.
My days are dark,
where a light had once shone.
But the light has left me
where my spirit once was
now only a black hole
and the reason because…
Because I’ve pushed my spirit aside
my body rejects the light
light no longer brightens my eyes
and I’m only left with no fight.
So much sadness
Too much pain
Every day chaos
Within my brain
It’s too much to bear
– being insane
Why does physical pain
feel so good
yet memories of pain
hurt so deep