I’m sooo tired I just don’t want to do this any more.
How long until I can leave…
How long until its over…
I’m a failure and a freak….
How am I supposed to keep going through each day when I’m not real…
When life’s not real but only a bad dream…
When the only way to wake up…
Is to sleep… forever.
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ok firstly, you are not a failure or a freak, you are wonderful and unique.
and…if you leave (die) where would the rest of us be? down a friend…
@Maeliin…. firstly I am a failure…. can’t go back to school so now I’m stuck in this dead end job for the next 25 yrs.
I am a freak… I cant put together a decent paragraph to save my life, and I’m so shy around people I don’t even talk to my “friends”. Not to mention zoning out is something that is constant now
Secondly… you guys still have each other, you really don’t need an old lady like me hanging around.
We would probably need a responsible adult to watch over us
don’t look at me
Me either!
I’ve gotten to where the least little stress and I zone out to where I can’t function…
I just freeze.
Oh well… uhhh…
We can say we have someone watching after us and leave the details a mystery.
Haha… that pretty much describes all of us, huh?
A mystery.
Hope it all works out for you guys, have fun.
I don’t think failure can be measured by what kind of job you have. I think there are many ways to live succesfully without a fancy job 🙂 Also I wanted to tell you that the first thing you wrote on here, the subject / entry part, was very beautifully poetic and that I think you could be a poet or song writer if you want to – you seem naturally talented at it. And you don’t need any school qualifications to do that! 🙂 I noticed somehwere above that you mentioned you couldn’t put a decent paragraph together but poetry doesn’t need that kind of structure, you can make it how you like and move people with your stories or emotions etc – it could be a great expression of how you feel in your posts on this site too. You could do it for yourself, something to be really proud of 🙂 make it public or private whatever you want! It might give you something to be passionate about. My opinion anyway – good luck x