i sit awake and think to myself why do I do this to myself the scars the blood is the best feeling in the world until the morning after when i feel alone and disgusted in myself! im a mother a dancer a model a singer why am I not happy why cant i be happy? i dont understand it! i kno i need help but do not kno where to turn!
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I would say it is because it gives you the feeling of being closer to death and that relieves you.
some people like us have an inner death wish no matter if our lives are really good and going well or just outright bad it doesn’t matter. its what your soul wants that matters.
Cutting yourself helps calm you down and relax you… but that’s only temporary… I hope you will stop cutting yourself. Maybe you can’t be happy because there are things that are bothering you… things that are depressing… if you need help… just talk to the people here. I’ll help you as much as I can too. Maybe talk about your problems instead of penting them up inside you will can help you feel better and relieve the tension.
Have you tried to get help for this issue? Dont be scared to reach out for help
Why cutting appeals to people is different for everyone, we’ve all got our reasons. I do it as a coping method but I don’t feel bad afterwards.
If you want to stop, figure out why you like hurting yourself and find something to replace that.
those three jobs are a dangerous mix, theyre too superficial, controlled, klicky and pressurised
you can earn all the money and go as far in your own little world as you like but itll change nothing.
theres a system called to pyramid of needs
the first few are things like shelter and food, nearer the top are advanced needs like massages n shit. at the top is self actualisation when you dont want anything else and are completely content
the problem is that one of the earlier ones is to know that your contributing to humanity.
the vogue world is very consumerist and its easy to go through life in the western world without helping others to the extend that you yourself feel you need to, that varies from person to person. id be happy to talk about it if you want, jsut try lauriejohnson1@hotmail.co.uk