today i was at the edge. everything within my reach but instead i went for a walk with a friend. i vented we sat at a park swing for about 2 hours and he just let me talk. and ive realized that even when people treat me like im worthless hes there and wont judge me for my actions. it was a windy day and he just let me talk and for a fleeting moment i was content with my life. of course reality has set in now and the boy who treated me wrong has entered my thoughts but i keep thinking that within all this bad the future must contain more windy days like this and it wont just be a moment but a lifetime.