I was really stupid today. I tried to count on others and ask them for help. Of course, no one was really there for me. Like always, when I need them no one is there. I don’t even know why I bothered. Everyone’s a fake to me. Always putting on fake masks. I have no one. I’m so stupid to believe otherwise.
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Your not stupid, people are stupid. Who are you talking about?
Pretty much everyone I know in my life I guess.
I know the feeling so well
Sorry deep abyss i wanted to keep talking to you but we had people over sorry i didnt wanna leave ya hope your okay
Deep abyss…..guess what…..you have us.you can trust us.we aren’t fake.we are like you in a way.
Ya
and sorry for falling a sleep I always for some reason sleep the longest on a friday and no I didn’t od at all so don’t feel bad about that
and ones again I am sorry
@Deep… sorry I had already gone to bed. I wish I had been here for you! 🙁
I’m on my phone right now and the only reason I can be here at all is my husband is sleeping.
I won’t be on here very much but hope to see you when I am.
Please know when I’m not I’m thinking of you and praying for you. Love ya “son”. Hang tough and Good Journey.
… I always hear sorry… when I need someone and they’re not there. Heard it a lot with this one person I really cared about… and then at the end, she stopped saying sorry and left.
I understand everyone has their own lives to live. I’m going to kill myself soon anyways, so I guess it shouldn’t matter anymore. I just got really reminded of the horrible feeling I felt before all over again, that’s all.
No.you can’t.I’m here.talk to me.I’m here
I thought exactly the same thing. Until, I lay in the bathroom at college, bleeding from my neck as I cut my jugular. Everyone that was there, my friend, two of the staff members and one of my lecturers, told me how much they care and that I can’t go yet. Even though I was dizzy and confused I could tell that they really meant it. Yes, there are people who put on fake masks and are not there when you need them, I know quite a few of them, but there are those that genuinely do care, and that will be there when you need them.