I know the reason for my insecurities, my desperation, and my fears. The main cause that everyone else think that they can solve, but in reality only one person can fix. I hear everyone say that you need to say it out loud to make you feel any better about it, but honestly I’m perfectly fine keeping it all to myself and not telling anyone face-to-face.
I don’t need to be loaded on drugs to suppress this fact, I don’t need some person that spent 12 years of their life perfecting the theories to analyze my life and my choices. The only one who can judge me is God, and that’s the only one I expect to help me through this heartache and solve this problem.