The suicider

You laugh and you smile
just like everyone else
You talk and you hush
You play games and have fun
You hang out with your friends
But noone knows…
You are the walking dead
You try to hide your empty eyes
Cause they strike fear in their hearts
You walk and you sit
But you are always floating somehow

Noone suspects the grim reality
burried underneath your pleasing words
only when you are alone
you let the truth speak in red
you are the talking dead

mute is your real mouth
your heart caved in
silenced you stand
in the face of incomprehensible horror
as frozen eyes gaze in the shower
The living death is
a contradiction you are trying to correct
Just as logic suggests
So you plan to conclude
this paradox spiral
that can’t be true