My bestfriends alyssa and markel are gone.they talk to m on acasion sure.but hey hate me.I told them I’m bi..they said okay? They just vdont care.dumb thing is….I still love them.
sorry I post about my crapy love or friendship life.this one gets better.don’t worry.
my friend christal…she’s gone too.she think liked me.then changed her mind.she has a bf now.I see them together every day.yesterday…I couldn’t take it.I cried at school for once.
yea stupid I know.
But hey.guess what..almost everyone in my family is dying:
My daddy. 🙁
my mom
grandpa
Grandma
my uncle(s)
pets
everyone.
So why sould I stay when I will be all alone anyway?
Why would someone keep a screw up like me?
What’s the point.
best part is that my mom thinks I’m stupid.she hates me!
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Im sorry that all of this is happening to you. Recently iv lost some friends too. 4 of them to be precise. If u need someone to talk to, im here. My email is Daniel 56843@gmail.com (no spaces).
Thank you<:')
No problem 🙂 I hope to hear from ya soon.
You may…..but ow old are you
Im 15 and i turn 16 in 19 days.
May I ask what your vstory is
Can you just be friend’s
with her ok she got a boy
friend so you can still be
her friend.
No.I can’t.I et to jealious.they are all gone.everyone of them
Iv had hallucinations all of my life, im bi polar, and iv been depressed since the third grade. Iv attempted suicide multiple times and one landed me a trip to the hospital. In 5th grade my grandma attempted suicide right infront of me, and it seriously messed me up that year…i could barley speak. Iv had other traumatic stuff happen to me, but if i talked about all of it, this reply would be freakin enormous. Im also bi and iv had to hide it from some of my friends and my parents. One of my friends would probably try to physically hurt me, and i already know that my dad would kick me out of the house if he found out :/ But that pretty much sums it up.
My mom and grandma.everyone will hate me cuz I’m bi.I’m not bi polar.but I know someone who is.his name is mark castillo.people say he’s crazy.but he’s not.
Oh.he killed his three kids cuz of me.it was my fault
Seeing someone you love with another person is hard. I love my best friend too…. At least, she used to be my best friend. We stopped talking once we broke up because things were just too hard on the both of us. It’s a difficult thing to deal with.
You’ll never be alone, not as long as you have us. (:
You all will die.cuz I can’t save anyone.I wonthave anyone.maeliin…will end up leaving…breaking her promise
@Nikki
Well sure, we’ll all die soon. Death is an unavoidable part of life but who knows what difference you’ll make in someone’s life to live a little longer.
Maeliin is just under a lot of pressure right now, I’m sure after talking to you awhile that she’ll come to her senses.
I mean you will all commit suicide.then ill vhave no one.and have to die too.
Im really sorry 🙁 But Ningyou is right, you wont be alone because we are here
@Nikki
My plans aren’t for a few months, so maybe you could very well be helping me. It depends who you’re trying to help. Can’t save them all I suppose, but you will save a few people if you keep trying.
I want to save everyonei can!
Iv already promised to two of my friends that i wont kill myself, if u want, i can make the same promise to you. That way u know ill still be here.
Id love that
@Nikki
I understand that, but some people are just too far gone to be saved, you know?
I will still try!
Then i promise i wont kill myself 🙂
Good!
@Nikki
That’s good. You shouldn’t stop trying to help other people, who knows when you will make a difference. (:
I hope now:(
@Nikki
You’ll make a difference for someone someday, don’t worry. (:
Maybe not