Itâ€™s all fun and games, its all secrets and lies;
they all just ignore it until somebody dies.
No one seems to notice, they donâ€™t even care.
She is hating herself, thinking life isnâ€™t fair.
She feels so much love, but it isnâ€™t enough.
The pain that she feels makes her life much too tough.
She tries to seek help, in doctors and more.
But her words all escape her as she walks through the door.
Seen as drama queen, with problems in the past;
She wonders how much longer all this can last.
Her mind has outrun her; the sounds she hears are not there.
She tries to ignore it, and pretends not to care.
She slices at her skin, her body relaxing at the sound.
But she cleans up quickly so not to be found.
She only smiles in the darkness, or when she tries to do wrong.
Not longer fearing death, she sings aloud her favourite song.
But still her heart aches as her tears fall silently to the floor.
Trapped in a world, that wants her no more.
Sick of the real world, she has taken her life.
She lay on the floor; in her hand was the knife.