In two and a half week, I’m going to try out my suicide method. It’s going to be very bloody and painful. The success rate is really high though.
I haven’t logged on here for awhile now. I don’t see a lot of people I saw here before here anymore. And I see new people wanting to die too. I found myself some false hope to living, but I really can’t use that false hope. Apparently, that false hope just makes me want to die even more lately. I thought some people cared if I lived or died, so I tried my best once again to find a way out without dying, but there is none. And I can tell that my death won’t hurt anyone, I’m sure of it now.
My due date is the same. April 19th. If anyone has methods of dying, please tell me. I prefer a high success and as painless death as possible, that is accessible. If you can’t, any method would probably be less painful than the one I have.
So, anyone know any good methods? Please post and tell me all your methods. Please and thank you.
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False hope is not what you need. You can get that on one of those sites that are designed to talk you out of it (excluding this site). What you need is real legit hope.
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Hey i was wondering what happened to you i never heard back from you
Have you looked on the lost hope website? A whole list of methods and there success rate. Personally i’m going with the helium, seems a quite popular method. If that doesn’t work i will be jumping from a cliff. I don’t mind pain, i just want to avoid it if possible.
Can i ask why you don’t think your death will hurt any one?
Deep abyss whats you method?
*your*
Anything but drugover dose ive tried that three times… im still here
Yeah, I’m knew to this site, but I felt like you were reading my mind when I read your post. Have you ever heard of nicotine poisoning? I heard somewhere that you can boil down a whole lot of cigarette butts, dry out the residue and ingest it or apply to your skin and it will give you a heart attack. Not sure about the success rate though. Might be worth looking up.
Definitely sucks to wake up when you’ve tried so hard not to. And then, if it’s an apparent attempt, everyone says that you’re just looking for attention.
I engineered a major car wreck once. Although, since no one figured out that it was a failed attempt, I didn’t have to endure that humiliation. But, instead, I ended up in more physical pain than I was already in.
Good luck in life or death, which ever you choose.
hey, I don’t know you, but know that someone cares. I can’t say anything you haven’t heard before, but plz consider waiting…. It is working for me. We don’t know how pretty a sunrise God can give those of us who feel this way. Would you consider holding on for one more day? I willl. Talk to me. I know all about closed doors and deaf ears. B
deep abyss i hope you’re still reading this.
my method is binge drinking of alcohol (2-4 bottles of vodka) preceeded by high doses of aspirin to decrease the metabolization of alcohol and increase the blood alcohol count aswell as high doses of diphenhydramine to decrease possible nausea and increase comatose effects.
if it works it should shut down brain functions and lead to respiratory arrest causing death within minutes of the ceasing of breath.
Deep, sory things dint work out with that hope
it mattrs to me if youlive or die.
sent u an email
realy really out of it.. to much time reading online tday
havng a hard time thinkking concnthating andd spelling
brains relly tired… hang in thre
@smiling on the outside: Yeah… I thought it actually might turn into real hope, but it’s all fake. Like everything else.
@crying on the inside: I emailed you back already, a long while ago. And I’ll mention my method and try it out and see how it works a week before I actually do it.
@social-outcast: Yeah, I’ve confirmed it. I checked to be sure that my death won’t make significant change to anyone. Maybe make them sad for a bit for a month at most, but it’s about it.
@hottiebri: I know, overdosing doesn’t help kill unless you know exactly what to take. I personally don’t. So I’m asking for good methods to go at it.
@broken1: yeah, I waited. I planned my due date a month ago. I’m going to go with my last attempt 20 days from now. I’m sure it’ll work. I waited, thought maybe, just maybe I can change, but it’s really just false hope.
@Rocky90: I’ll keep that method in mind. I don’t know if I can get the diphenhydramine though. Not even sure what that is. If you have any other methods, please tell me. Something that I can obtain.
@Journey: I’ll check the email out. It’s fine. I already knew it wouldn’t help me. In all honesty, it didn’t. I tried to trick myself to thinking this might be it to make me better, but it only has made me worse.
@rocky90- will that even work?
@jennybenny why not? people die from acute alcohol intoxication all the time
yes if have a undignosed liver problem and are thirteen. if you like twenty plus you will either pass out before drinking that much, or puke it up or you liver will have a shit day, but it wont work….. sorry. but it wont.
Dont do it, life sucks everything feels and seems empty and everyone can be so fake. Killing yourself wont bring you any closer to happiness or relief. And in your last moments of life you’ll just be hurting yourself what kind of way is that to die? Dying sad, hopless and so on people like us that have no hope that feel like crap almost everyday we have to really fight to be happy. We need to help ourselves change the way we think and it wont happen anytime soon. But personally id rather die fighting to be happy then not trying to ever be happy. I’ve attempted suicide countless times i had a cousin recently die he hung himself. And i dont know you and you dont know me but i honestly care if you kill yourself. Because i know what its like to be hopeless, empty, sad and just down right helpless and tired. And i know that its hard to help yourself and other people really arent of much help they only seem to add to it. But please think about what ive said and try to see things differently.