General umm….hi? by nikki123 3/3/2011 written by nikki123 3/3/2011 can someone help me?I umm….I just accepted that I’m bi.I told few people.about half accept me.but I know my family wont.all I want at this point is to end it.end everything.end me.please.someone.help? 44 comments 0 Email Related posts Are you a judgmental prick? 10/28/2021 Most comfortable way to go 10/27/2021 10/27/2021 Borderline Personality Disorder 10/27/2021 Ga 10/26/2021 being reminded 10/26/2021 Shit Show 10/26/2021 Disappointment. 10/25/2021 hollow 10/25/2021 :B P.R.I.D.E 10/25/2021 44 comments Maeliin 3/3/2011 - 8:09 pm those who accept you are awesome. those who don’t should rethink it. Being bi gives you freedom. for me it’s freedom at least. when i love i tend to look at teh soul, not the shell containing it, u know? anyways, if people won’t accept you their stupid. if ya need to talk i’m here 🙂 Log in to Reply Biscuit of Death 3/3/2011 - 8:11 pm Hey i am Biscuit, i am Gay just to let you know…i still have not told my familly about it. Log in to Reply Biscuit of Death 3/3/2011 - 8:13 pm Oh yeah same here aswell, i do not know whether to tell my familly or not, they are pretty Homophobic, but the internal pressure of coming out is raiseing. So either, come out and risk disownment or Suicide. Log in to Reply nikki123 3/3/2011 - 8:13 pm But its my family.I love them.I want them to acxept me.if they don’t…I feel I have no other choice but pick that blade up again. And thank you.I need people to talk to.no one understands anything I say:( Log in to Reply nikki123 3/3/2011 - 8:16 pm Biscuit…I want to die.so bad.they won’t accept me.but…I’m scared of death.I’m…I’m 15.I hate the feeling of wanting to die.but I don’t want to deal with the crap I will get. Log in to Reply Biscuit of Death 3/3/2011 - 8:20 pm Alright, copy and paste the whole article i am about to give you (Press CTRL and A at the same time to sellect all of the document) Then save it in a world document Find your favourtie methord, and make plans kido Here is the link http://fringe.davesource.com/Fringe/Information/Suicide_FAQ.html Log in to Reply Maeliin 3/3/2011 - 8:21 pm @nikki123 if your family don’t accept you then they are being stupid. at some point they’ll get past the stupidity. and if your scared to die, then i’m glad, because as you said, your 15. you have a whole life ahead of you, and i’m sure it’ll be beautiful. if people don’t accept you tell them to bug off because it’syour life. not theirs. or tell me and i’ll find ways to make their lives hell till they appologise. 🙂 i want to help you through this, tell me any ways i can Log in to Reply Biscuit of Death 3/3/2011 - 8:21 pm Oh yeah don’t forget the suicide note, you knw if you want to explain it all or ease the blow of Suicide. Log in to Reply nikki123 3/3/2011 - 8:24 pm I will have no life.I’m a f’n screw up.and the note.I can’t forget.I won’t forget. Log in to Reply Maeliin 3/3/2011 - 8:26 pm ): aww come on, don’t say that. you won’t need a note because you shouldn’t die 🙂 you have a whole life ahead of you, you just need to live it out ^^ Log in to Reply Biscuit of Death 3/3/2011 - 8:31 pm What if her Quality of Life becomes unbearable or her suffering becomes irriversible, then what? Log in to Reply nikki123 3/3/2011 - 8:32 pm I can’t.my life will be helk either way.so why not end it while I have the chance? Just saying…I’m stuborn.it takes a lot to get me to listen. Log in to Reply nikki123 3/3/2011 - 8:33 pm I ment to say hell sorry Log in to Reply Maeliin 3/3/2011 - 8:34 pm biscuit you have a good point… but i don’t want to see people die… nikki123, wanna make a promise with each other? so long as each other’s alive neither can suicide? then we don’t have to see each other die… Log in to Reply nikki123 3/3/2011 - 8:39 pm Id love to promise that.to bad I break promises like that.any promise that deals with cutting or suicide…I break.the suicude one….not yet. Log in to Reply Maeliin 3/3/2011 - 8:40 pm ah…i see… well i won’t stop you from cutting because i’d b such a hypocrite but yea…i’m glad your still alive Log in to Reply nikki123 3/3/2011 - 8:44 pm How would you be a hypocrite?and your tge first and ony to say they won’t stop me. Log in to Reply Maeliin 3/3/2011 - 8:47 pm i’d be a hypocrite if i said to stop because i cut and saying don’t when i do is being a hypocrite. just please do be careful with how much you bleed… Log in to Reply fo 3/3/2011 - 8:49 pm Those who mind don’t care and does who care don’t mind! ^^ I wish a great fortune… my friend is bi, and I might be, not sure, but… love has no bounds at the end now, does it? Log in to Reply nikki123 3/3/2011 - 8:52 pm I was forced to stop.my damn mom found out.i can’t tell her why.she will hate me.and hun id love to bleed gallons.but sadly…I can’t. Log in to Reply nikki123 3/3/2011 - 8:53 pm @fo I’m confused.rephrase that please? Log in to Reply Maeliin 3/3/2011 - 8:54 pm >_< fo i gotta say that's pretty epic waht u said Log in to Reply nikki123 3/3/2011 - 8:57 pm I was confused wuth what h said:/ Log in to Reply nikki123 3/3/2011 - 8:58 pm Ugg he I ment to say he. Damn I can’t type.ugg Log in to Reply nikki123 3/3/2011 - 9:05 pm Fuck my life:/ Log in to Reply Maeliin 3/3/2011 - 9:21 pm nikki, fo basically said gender doesn’t matter, love who you love and don’t fear it. if they can’t accept it then it’s their problem. don’t let it bother you. if they are bothered that ur bi, then they don’t care bout u. if they don’t care that ur bi, then they DO care about u. Log in to Reply smiling on the outside... 3/3/2011 - 9:26 pm Nikki I respect your bi. It sucks that there are hatred out there that hate people for who they are. One day we will fight the system. Log in to Reply smiling on the outside... 3/3/2011 - 9:26 pm Sorry meant haters. Log in to Reply nikki123 3/3/2011 - 9:26 pm Thing is.they do care.my grandmother already said she’s not having a gay or bi grandaughter.my mom makes jokes.they all do. Log in to Reply nikki123 3/3/2011 - 9:27 pm I’m all for that.they….they souldnt judge people for who they are. Log in to Reply Maeliin 3/3/2011 - 9:28 pm that’s their problem then… if they can’t repsect you then they are not worthy of being related to you… i personally think it’s wonderful that you have the courage to be true to yourself Log in to Reply nikki123 3/3/2011 - 9:31 pm I….I hate being bi.I feel like I’m more hated.even more alone.I mean I love bi’s and gay’s.I’ve accepted me.I just feel lower then before. Log in to Reply Maeliin 3/3/2011 - 9:35 pm ): aww… Log in to Reply smiling on the outside... 3/3/2011 - 9:35 pm One day bi will be the new thing in sociey and everyone will be bi and you will be respected by the crowd. Until then, keep your head up and show them haters you will not back down. Log in to Reply Maeliin 3/3/2011 - 9:38 pm 😀 wow smiling on the outside, that’s like music to my ears 🙂 x.x my parents are both haters…as are most the people i call “friends” so knowing this i will not tell them. however i am fine with telling you guys because it’s a fact and i feel safer on this site than in my own bedroom… Log in to Reply nikki123 3/3/2011 - 9:39 pm But I already have.I’m at my breaking point. Log in to Reply nikki123 3/3/2011 - 9:41 pm Same here maeliin.my so calked friends yelk at me.because I have small crushes on them.one is bi.but has a bf.she yells abd rubs the fact I can’t have her in my face. Log in to Reply smiling on the outside... 3/3/2011 - 9:44 pm @maeliin You will a friend friend one day (excluding all of us awesome people cause we don’t live close by). @nikki Then at least live for 2012. That will hopefully kill the haters. Log in to Reply Maeliin 3/3/2011 - 9:44 pm x.x uhg… the one rl person i told was a crush of mine. she did the same. horrible experience. she made me cry every day for a week by rubbing it my face… ur friend shouldn’t have done that tho…that’s rude… Log in to Reply smiling on the outside... 3/3/2011 - 9:45 pm Sorry meant for maeliin you will find a friend Log in to Reply nikki123 3/3/2011 - 9:48 pm Or maybe 2012 will kill all who want to die. Log in to Reply Ningyou 3/4/2011 - 1:49 am Don’t feel bad about being bisexual. It just makes you who you are. I know what it’s like to hate yourself for not being straight, I’m a lesbian myself. You’ll have to deal with hatred all your life because you’re bisexual but you need to learn that they don’t matter and to just screw the haters. I hope you feel better about yourself soon. Log in to Reply nikki123 3/4/2011 - 2:32 pm I will.when I’m dead. Log in to Reply nikki123 3/4/2011 - 5:15 pm I don’t feel bad about being bi.I just don’t want to get disowned.I will if I come out.I know that for sure Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.