When I wake up

When I wake up

Spiral of insanity

like a thousand magnets losing their hold

Internal fracturing of mind and soul has commenced

There’s no turning back

Nothing left to say, nothing left to think

Everything is equally meaningless

My life is the living death

My only true love is blood

Let everyone see this

For if you read my scars, you read my soul

I can remember when things were normal

But it’s so faint now

Only a memory of the memories