when my moms mad

Ive never been bullied…EVER(ayone who misunderstood my last post)Anyway…I don’t like when my mom’s mad not for the reason anyone’s thinking.Whenever my mom is mad i feel all her negative energy everywhere and that get’s me really depressed especially because when my mom is mad she starts  talking  shit about everyone wich gets me depressed to because i don’t like when people do that.My mom goes over the top she just has to be a ***** on porpuse wich causes a volcano to erupt in my house and the sparks are flying not to mention plates and other objects they broke a shelf while they were fighting once.Another thing my mom does when she’s mad is she makes the room really tense and she always takes it out on me so i get depressed again.Theres never peace in my house that’s just impossible to ask for.I think im atychiphobic fear of failure and scelerphobic fear of bad men ex.rapist,murderers,etc.