Idk. My mind just goes on the frits and I start thinking of all this stiff and I eventually freak out. Sometimes it as if Im borderline delusional and othertimes it’s ad of there’s nothing wrong.
I am not too sure, but maybe i just haven’t had fun here, and it is very small. I would rather be either back in surrey or newyork. i have always wanted to go.
I don’t know I think my brain is wired wrong. I’ve had social anxiety and depression all my life (as far as I can remember) I was doing better for a while but I’ve been slipping away lately. I think my breakup over a year ago has a lot to do with it. I had girlfriends sense I was 18 and havnt been single this long.
@happypill I feel like I can relate. Though I have had depression for a shorter time, i have dealt with social anxiety all my life. Sometimes it’s so bad i actually have panic attacks at the thought of social situations. When i finally have managed to really open up to someone, it worked for awhile until he left.
Sg: yes I know how that is, I tend to avoid a lot of situations. Witch sucks because I think I’m a good friend once you get to know but I feel held back. I’ve gotten a little better over time but still working on it. Have you tried any meds? Is there anything that has helped u?
happypill- yeah same, so many nights have been spent me in my room listening to the loud people outside having fun (my house mates have parties every week)! I think so to, well that is what i have been told. No i have never got meds for it, dnt know why i have never thought of it. nothing at all, sadly it always ends with me crying myself to sleep.
Yeah I know the feeling of being alone at home watching a world that seems to be so happy that I’m not a part of. If it makes you feel any less alone, I’m always available to talk about anything anytime. But yeah you might want to look into a psycholigist to try meds (altho I’ve yet to find a miracle pill)
I avoid everything like the plague all i do is sit alone in my room most of the time. I’ve avoid the world so much that i dont want to go out in it anymore. I hate having depression and anxiety i cant handle it anymore 🙁
Crying; I totally understand where your coming from. I used to be that bad tho I still am fairly bad. Its been a combonation of perscriptions and every last bit of motovation I can find to break free from my mental prison if that makes sense.
happypill- i think that would make me feel less alone. Thanks. I will definitely look into the meds, maybe something will work. or at least make it all bearable.
Yeah I don’t want to be here either. I’ve been trying to figure out ways out like a job change or location change. Like a fresh start. But I don’t know if my bad thoughts will still follow like a curse. Was I ever ment to be happy?
I guess that’s all we can really do is make life a little more bareable. If you or anyone cares to chat and I’m not on this site my email is forgottenmichigan@gmail.com don’t be shy. It helps my as well to know I’m not alone
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UK, East Midlands
Sweden, Växjö
West midlands, england
Australia far away from everyone and completely alone
USA……schizo…….buying death soon….so….excited
New Zealand, even furthur away
I missed you TP
I’d say a location but I’m still paranoid as hell
sage why are you paranoid?
to my down under friends how far are you from each other?
to my friend from West midland may I ask which county? I know a delicate flower in West midlands!
to my friend from east midlands, what is the next big cityn next to you if you dont mind
and to my Yanki friend, are you from the BBQ states or the ones with stricter gun laws?
Idk. My mind just goes on the frits and I start thinking of all this stiff and I eventually freak out. Sometimes it as if Im borderline delusional and othertimes it’s ad of there’s nothing wrong.
coventry.
a delicate flower 🙂
@sg NICE place, you like where you live? or like other midlanders you are sick of rain?
sage well give me a rough location thats all really
Because of my mom i think I have dual citizenship but I’m N. America
usa
Michigan here.
@tp_f_lux Surprised you think so! I hate it, something about the place makes me feel even worse.
Michigan is nice place. Seems like we are not that far from each other.
TP~yeah I like it here, been here my whole life tho its still a little cold and depressing at the moment tho
hope the cold havent depressed you much has it?
@SG what about it you dont like? where would you rather be?
@TP Depending on exactly where in Australia but like a 3 hour flight if she lives in the East.
well lets find out where she lives?
Tp~ either way I’ve been depressed most my life. But I’m a survivor I made it this long.
I am not too sure, but maybe i just haven’t had fun here, and it is very small. I would rather be either back in surrey or newyork. i have always wanted to go.
u r the fighter then!!! what caused your depresssion?
Surrey I love so much!! you are from newyork?
@TP oh i wish! Perhaps I would have been more interesting. Surrey is lovely
I don’t know I think my brain is wired wrong. I’ve had social anxiety and depression all my life (as far as I can remember) I was doing better for a while but I’ve been slipping away lately. I think my breakup over a year ago has a lot to do with it. I had girlfriends sense I was 18 and havnt been single this long.
I’m in and from Greece and a woman is yelling right now “Get him!” outside of the block of flats i live. Goodmorning to you all!
@sg where you from then?
@happypill yeah I can relate to that it can mess you up really bad mate!
Im in South Australia
@crying nice place, will tell me how you feeling now?
Yeah I never thought id be posting on here but I feel like I have no one left to relate to. Anyways thanks for caring tp~
@TP I am from everywhere really. I have moved around all my life. But I guess I ‘m from Holland.
Guys I am offf to bed , but I will be back here, I am here for you.
Good Night
@happypill I feel like I can relate. Though I have had depression for a shorter time, i have dealt with social anxiety all my life. Sometimes it’s so bad i actually have panic attacks at the thought of social situations. When i finally have managed to really open up to someone, it worked for awhile until he left.
Sg: yes I know how that is, I tend to avoid a lot of situations. Witch sucks because I think I’m a good friend once you get to know but I feel held back. I’ve gotten a little better over time but still working on it. Have you tried any meds? Is there anything that has helped u?
happypill- yeah same, so many nights have been spent me in my room listening to the loud people outside having fun (my house mates have parties every week)! I think so to, well that is what i have been told. No i have never got meds for it, dnt know why i have never thought of it. nothing at all, sadly it always ends with me crying myself to sleep.
I can relate to the both of you 🙁
Yeah I know the feeling of being alone at home watching a world that seems to be so happy that I’m not a part of. If it makes you feel any less alone, I’m always available to talk about anything anytime. But yeah you might want to look into a psycholigist to try meds (altho I’ve yet to find a miracle pill)
Crying; its good to know that someone understands
i’m from hamburgeragogo land lol. aka the u.s.a. to be more specific a small town in indiana
I avoid everything like the plague all i do is sit alone in my room most of the time. I’ve avoid the world so much that i dont want to go out in it anymore. I hate having depression and anxiety i cant handle it anymore 🙁
I was in michigan city indiana at the casinos a few months ago, otherwise I’ve never had much use for indiana~ no offense lol
none taken lol 🙂 indiana sucks
Crying; I totally understand where your coming from. I used to be that bad tho I still am fairly bad. Its been a combonation of perscriptions and every last bit of motovation I can find to break free from my mental prison if that makes sense.
My meds help but i still dont wanna be here
I know what you mean if it wasn’t for my family I would have moved south somewhere warmer by now. Michigan is kinda gloomy
happypill- i think that would make me feel less alone. Thanks. I will definitely look into the meds, maybe something will work. or at least make it all bearable.
Yeah I don’t want to be here either. I’ve been trying to figure out ways out like a job change or location change. Like a fresh start. But I don’t know if my bad thoughts will still follow like a curse. Was I ever ment to be happy?
I guess that’s all we can really do is make life a little more bareable. If you or anyone cares to chat and I’m not on this site my email is forgottenmichigan@gmail.com don’t be shy. It helps my as well to know I’m not alone