General where is everyone right now? by TP_F__LUX 3/13/2011 written by TP_F__LUX 3/13/2011 Just to give each other comfort that we are really not far from each other, where are you now? I am in Luxembourg 52 comments 0 Email Related posts Shit Show 10/26/2021 Disappointment. 10/25/2021 hollow 10/25/2021 :B P.R.I.D.E 10/25/2021 Biased assholes 10/24/2021 10/23/2021 Protected: Why i cant be your friend… 10/23/2021 Choose to live? 10/23/2021 Reasons to Live 10/22/2021 This photo perfectly summarizes how I feel 10/22/2021 52 comments social-outcast 3/13/2011 - 11:29 pm UK, East Midlands Log in to Reply Katte 3/13/2011 - 11:30 pm Sweden, VÃ¤xjÃ¶ Log in to Reply SG 3/13/2011 - 11:33 pm West midlands, england Log in to Reply crying on the inside 3/13/2011 - 11:34 pm Australia far away from everyone and completely alone Log in to Reply blood doll suicide hand 3/13/2011 - 11:37 pm USA……schizo…….buying death soon….so….excited Log in to Reply paul_1991 3/13/2011 - 11:39 pm New Zealand, even furthur away Log in to Reply 77evergone77 3/13/2011 - 11:39 pm I missed you TP I’d say a location but I’m still paranoid as hell Log in to Reply TP_F__LUX 3/13/2011 - 11:43 pm sage why are you paranoid? to my down under friends how far are you from each other? to my friend from West midland may I ask which county? I know a delicate flower in West midlands! to my friend from east midlands, what is the next big cityn next to you if you dont mind and to my Yanki friend, are you from the BBQ states or the ones with stricter gun laws? Log in to Reply 77evergone77 3/13/2011 - 11:47 pm Idk. My mind just goes on the frits and I start thinking of all this stiff and I eventually freak out. Sometimes it as if Im borderline delusional and othertimes it’s ad of there’s nothing wrong. Log in to Reply SG 3/13/2011 - 11:47 pm coventry. a delicate flower 🙂 Log in to Reply TP_F__LUX 3/13/2011 - 11:49 pm @sg NICE place, you like where you live? or like other midlanders you are sick of rain? Log in to Reply TP_F__LUX 3/13/2011 - 11:49 pm sage well give me a rough location thats all really Log in to Reply 77evergone77 3/13/2011 - 11:53 pm Because of my mom i think I have dual citizenship but I’m N. America Log in to Reply neverthesame 3/13/2011 - 11:54 pm usa Log in to Reply happypill 3/13/2011 - 11:56 pm Michigan here. Log in to Reply SG 3/13/2011 - 11:57 pm @tp_f_lux Surprised you think so! I hate it, something about the place makes me feel even worse. Log in to Reply TP_F__LUX 3/13/2011 - 11:59 pm Michigan is nice place. Seems like we are not that far from each other. Log in to Reply happypill 3/14/2011 - 12:01 am TP~yeah I like it here, been here my whole life tho its still a little cold and depressing at the moment tho Log in to Reply TP_F__LUX 3/14/2011 - 12:03 am hope the cold havent depressed you much has it? Log in to Reply TP_F__LUX 3/14/2011 - 12:04 am @SG what about it you dont like? where would you rather be? Log in to Reply paul_1991 3/14/2011 - 12:12 am @TP Depending on exactly where in Australia but like a 3 hour flight if she lives in the East. Log in to Reply TP_F__LUX 3/14/2011 - 12:19 am well lets find out where she lives? Log in to Reply happypill 3/14/2011 - 12:19 am Tp~ either way I’ve been depressed most my life. But I’m a survivor I made it this long. Log in to Reply SG 3/14/2011 - 12:21 am I am not too sure, but maybe i just haven’t had fun here, and it is very small. I would rather be either back in surrey or newyork. i have always wanted to go. Log in to Reply TP_F__LUX 3/14/2011 - 12:21 am u r the fighter then!!! what caused your depresssion? Log in to Reply TP_F__LUX 3/14/2011 - 12:23 am Surrey I love so much!! you are from newyork? Log in to Reply SG 3/14/2011 - 12:26 am @TP oh i wish! Perhaps I would have been more interesting. Surrey is lovely Log in to Reply happypill 3/14/2011 - 12:26 am I don’t know I think my brain is wired wrong. I’ve had social anxiety and depression all my life (as far as I can remember) I was doing better for a while but I’ve been slipping away lately. I think my breakup over a year ago has a lot to do with it. I had girlfriends sense I was 18 and havnt been single this long. Log in to Reply Ashtar 3/14/2011 - 12:27 am I’m in and from Greece and a woman is yelling right now “Get him!” outside of the block of flats i live. Goodmorning to you all! Log in to Reply TP_F__LUX 3/14/2011 - 12:28 am @sg where you from then? @happypill yeah I can relate to that it can mess you up really bad mate! Log in to Reply crying on the inside 3/14/2011 - 12:31 am Im in South Australia Log in to Reply TP_F__LUX 3/14/2011 - 12:32 am @crying nice place, will tell me how you feeling now? Log in to Reply happypill 3/14/2011 - 12:33 am Yeah I never thought id be posting on here but I feel like I have no one left to relate to. Anyways thanks for caring tp~ Log in to Reply SG 3/14/2011 - 12:36 am @TP I am from everywhere really. I have moved around all my life. But I guess I ‘m from Holland. Log in to Reply TP_F__LUX 3/14/2011 - 12:40 am Guys I am offf to bed , but I will be back here, I am here for you. Log in to Reply happypill 3/14/2011 - 12:41 am Good Night Log in to Reply SG 3/14/2011 - 12:44 am @happypill I feel like I can relate. Though I have had depression for a shorter time, i have dealt with social anxiety all my life. Sometimes it’s so bad i actually have panic attacks at the thought of social situations. When i finally have managed to really open up to someone, it worked for awhile until he left. Log in to Reply happypill 3/14/2011 - 12:53 am Sg: yes I know how that is, I tend to avoid a lot of situations. Witch sucks because I think I’m a good friend once you get to know but I feel held back. I’ve gotten a little better over time but still working on it. Have you tried any meds? Is there anything that has helped u? Log in to Reply SG 3/14/2011 - 1:04 am happypill- yeah same, so many nights have been spent me in my room listening to the loud people outside having fun (my house mates have parties every week)! I think so to, well that is what i have been told. No i have never got meds for it, dnt know why i have never thought of it. nothing at all, sadly it always ends with me crying myself to sleep. Log in to Reply crying on the inside 3/14/2011 - 1:08 am I can relate to the both of you 🙁 Log in to Reply happypill 3/14/2011 - 1:11 am Yeah I know the feeling of being alone at home watching a world that seems to be so happy that I’m not a part of. If it makes you feel any less alone, I’m always available to talk about anything anytime. But yeah you might want to look into a psycholigist to try meds (altho I’ve yet to find a miracle pill) Log in to Reply happypill 3/14/2011 - 1:12 am Crying; its good to know that someone understands Log in to Reply indigo rain 3/14/2011 - 1:14 am i’m from hamburgeragogo land lol. aka the u.s.a. to be more specific a small town in indiana Log in to Reply crying on the inside 3/14/2011 - 1:16 am I avoid everything like the plague all i do is sit alone in my room most of the time. I’ve avoid the world so much that i dont want to go out in it anymore. I hate having depression and anxiety i cant handle it anymore 🙁 Log in to Reply happypill 3/14/2011 - 1:17 am I was in michigan city indiana at the casinos a few months ago, otherwise I’ve never had much use for indiana~ no offense lol Log in to Reply indigo rain 3/14/2011 - 1:19 am none taken lol 🙂 indiana sucks Log in to Reply happypill 3/14/2011 - 1:21 am Crying; I totally understand where your coming from. I used to be that bad tho I still am fairly bad. Its been a combonation of perscriptions and every last bit of motovation I can find to break free from my mental prison if that makes sense. Log in to Reply crying on the inside 3/14/2011 - 1:22 am My meds help but i still dont wanna be here Log in to Reply happypill 3/14/2011 - 1:23 am I know what you mean if it wasn’t for my family I would have moved south somewhere warmer by now. Michigan is kinda gloomy Log in to Reply SG 3/14/2011 - 1:23 am happypill- i think that would make me feel less alone. Thanks. I will definitely look into the meds, maybe something will work. or at least make it all bearable. Log in to Reply happypill 3/14/2011 - 1:27 am Yeah I don’t want to be here either. I’ve been trying to figure out ways out like a job change or location change. Like a fresh start. But I don’t know if my bad thoughts will still follow like a curse. Was I ever ment to be happy? Log in to Reply happypill 3/14/2011 - 1:31 am I guess that’s all we can really do is make life a little more bareable. If you or anyone cares to chat and I’m not on this site my email is firstname.lastname@example.org don’t be shy. It helps my as well to know I’m not alone Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. 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