It doesn’t matter if you die! Unless you’re the president or some hot shot movie star, no one is going to give a shit. And I’m not saying that to make you sad, I’m doing it to tell you that no matter what happens the only people you’re affecting are those who may actually care, and yourself. If I killed myself now, it’s not like the world is going to suddenly be peaceful, and the Taliban will just never show their faces again. No, in reality it doesn’t matter if you die. Yeah, go ahead. Go cry over it. Or think, if I could die without changing the world, what could I do while I was alive? Look, I myself am not completely suicidal. I get really sad sometimes, and it hurts so bad I just want it to stop. But, I’d never kill myself. Aside from that, I know people who have. And somehow, everyone around me moves on. Did you ever think that maybe the only reason we think this way is cus we feel this way? No one else is suicidal here, and all of them have gotten over deaths. I, on the other hand, am too cowardly to die but wish to sometimes, and I get upset all the same. And you know what? I know more than most people. I can look at someone and tell you what they’re thinking. I can tell when two people like each other when the whole world doesn’t see it. I can tell you if a person is cutting, and if its the real deal suicidal shit. Sometimes, I think this isn’t a bad thing that I get so sad. In fact, the way I see it is that I need to stay around to read people. If I’m not here, who’s going to help with other’s problems? Who is going to read the people around here and let everyone know their true colors? Sometimes, I think its a gift. Rethink your suicidal ways… Maybe, we can all become friends in the end and just forget about dying…
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It’s not a matter of whether or not the world is better off. Everyone is here to learn about what it is to love….all the bs that goes on , is just that. When we die we’ll be asked 2 questions…What did you learn, and how much love did you give/receive. Keep it simple.
softsoul
you cme off to me as a Christan are you just asking
Suicides affect everyone. Yes we only are aware of it if it is someone famous, or close to us. But inside, suicides affect us all, whoever it is. We are all connected, through love or God or whatever name you wanna give it. So a suicide does affect us, and the more you are aware of this connection, the more you realize it.
I always think about this, about my purpose on this earth and if i die whether it will be uncompleted or not. What if i’ve already completed it? What if some small, pointless conversation i had with someone changed their thinking pattern and because of that conversation they will find a cure for cancer? I like to believe that i’ve already completed mine, that this depression and these suicidal thoughts are God’s way of saying, “Come home, it’s your time to go.”
Also, they say that suicide doesn’t remove all your pain and suffering it just transfers it to your loved ones once your gone. But what if they were the cause of your pain and suffering? What if God intended me too die to punish them?