so many things not to live for so many things that bring pain so many things hurt in so many ways so many things can kill me. Should I take a sleeping pill and drown or should I hang myself from the balcony. Either way I want to die and I want it done soon. A broken heart hurts very little compared to the pain my pain that only brings suffering. I die soon with my heart with my family on my mind I die a slow painful death but aren’t we all?