the hour before I commit suicide,
I will write a letter to my mother and father, tell them I am sorry for everything I put them through, all the money spent on psychologists gone to waste, And thank them.
A letter to my sister, tell her that she was my best friend, even though we didn’t even see each other much, I could talk to her about anything.
A letter to my boyfriend, explaining everything I felt when I was alive, for he never understood, because I never told him, and that he was a great boyfriend.
A letter to the boy I will always love, telling him that I love him, because I didn’t have the guts to tell him earlier.
And a letter to put in the ground, with my diary, for someone to find later on, hopefully someone thoughtful that thinks no one understands how they are feeling.
Tell me what you want to do in the hour before you commit suicide?
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Hey,
Now I know nothing about you. Your name, age, where you live but it doesn’t matter.
Please don’t go. Think of everyone, they are happy that you are in their lives.
Why don’t you escape for the weekend? Go away with your boyfriend or something?
Do you honestly think that saying that to me or anyone else is going to make us change our minds on something that has built up and got soo bad over a long period of time that we just have nothing left to feel anymore, nothing left to believe in? If you think yes, then think again. But thankyou for your hope.
i know how you feel.
You’ve listed some good things to do, basically making closure with the closest people to you. I don’t have anyone close to me – at least no one I care about anymore – so with my last hour I will go out into the wilderness or maybe the ocean and make peace with all the animals & trees, the friends I never had.