I lost my best friend. She just slipped out of my life. I miss her so much. I’m glad I didn’t have the foresight to see her slipping away. It would have been too much to bear. God help me I miss her so. My life has been unbearable. The pain so deep, so intense, so never-ending. I pray every day to just die. To just make the pain stop. This life I chose myself is too hard. I made a mistake. It’s too much. Dear God please help. Please bring her back into my life. If nothing else that made everyday a bit closer to being bearable. God help me. Please.