So this is how i see it. my home life sucks and wont get better cause my dad wont see a therapist or admit hes depressed, my grades are tanking cause i don’t care anymore, i totaled my car last Sunday, and I think I drove my girlfriend away. All my teachers don’t expect much and its not like i would expect anyone to expect anything from me. I’ve been thinking about suicide for a while now and I’ve decided. It’s quick, easy, and after I wont have to deal with anything, no school, no home, no relationships, no pain, nothing. it all goes away. if my girlfriend does leave me I’ll probably ODing and bleeding my self out. But it wont be because of her. just i dont care to live anymore, and shes the last anchor.