I have now realized that my life- and this planet- truly won’t get better. Everything is getting worse and the only future I have will be suffering and pain. All the joy in life is gone.
I’ve decided how I’m going to do it and I’m ordering the supplies I still need. Since this place is no longer moderated I’m throwing this out there… Anyone who needs a suicide “buddy” or assistance let me know. If we’re close enough something might be worked out.