I’ve always thought I might have bipolar disorder, but I honestly think seeking help is a sign of weakness and so I don’t do it.
I guess I’ll never get over it, but sometimes I wonder if I really want to live in a world of lies, where everything is good and dandy.
I find that whenever I exercise during the afternoon (like today) I feel really cheered up and it keeps my depression down for the day or at least until night, which is good, I guess.
Lately I’ve been wanting to get out of it, so this is working out fine. Honestly, I don’t want to commit suicide anymore, but I still have occasional thoughts and whenever depression really takes a grip of me I feel like that is the only relief I’ll ever get.
Interesting video, but I don’t think I’ll reduce myself to seeking medical attention. Maybe eventually someone will summon the courage to ask me what’s wrong and I’ll open up, but until then I guess exercise will do for me.
PS: I don’t think any different of anyone of who DOES seek help from a doctor. I would PERSONALLY never do it, but I don’t see why others shouldn’t.
I think I would seek for medical attention , if I could pay for it my self or if it were free. I don t think is a sign of weakness cause its hard to talk to a stranger that then will call you bipolar or crazy and then pay him for tell you something you already knew. That wouldn’t work for me either I cant even tell friends or family how I feel cause they would just say its nothing or that I fake it to called someones attention.
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I’ve always thought I might have bipolar disorder, but I honestly think seeking help is a sign of weakness and so I don’t do it.
I guess I’ll never get over it, but sometimes I wonder if I really want to live in a world of lies, where everything is good and dandy.
I find that whenever I exercise during the afternoon (like today) I feel really cheered up and it keeps my depression down for the day or at least until night, which is good, I guess.
Lately I’ve been wanting to get out of it, so this is working out fine. Honestly, I don’t want to commit suicide anymore, but I still have occasional thoughts and whenever depression really takes a grip of me I feel like that is the only relief I’ll ever get.
Interesting video, but I don’t think I’ll reduce myself to seeking medical attention. Maybe eventually someone will summon the courage to ask me what’s wrong and I’ll open up, but until then I guess exercise will do for me.
PS: I don’t think any different of anyone of who DOES seek help from a doctor. I would PERSONALLY never do it, but I don’t see why others shouldn’t.
I think I would seek for medical attention , if I could pay for it my self or if it were free. I don t think is a sign of weakness cause its hard to talk to a stranger that then will call you bipolar or crazy and then pay him for tell you something you already knew. That wouldn’t work for me either I cant even tell friends or family how I feel cause they would just say its nothing or that I fake it to called someones attention.