General Depresion Video by Eloisa 4/11/2011 written by Eloisa 4/11/2011 http://adhd.emedtv.com/depression-video/the-brain-and-its-chemicals-video.html 2 comments 0 Email Related posts End Game 10/22/2021 Birthday depression 10/21/2021 Why Are People Such A**holes These Days? 10/21/2021 I hate… 10/21/2021 They meant a lot. 10/21/2021 Recovery 10/20/2021 I Just Want to Go 10/20/2021 No choices left 10/20/2021 The brink of addiction 10/20/2021 I think I’m being abused 10/19/2021 2 comments NihilisticThought 4/11/2011 - 4:33 pm I’ve always thought I might have bipolar disorder, but I honestly think seeking help is a sign of weakness and so I don’t do it. I guess I’ll never get over it, but sometimes I wonder if I really want to live in a world of lies, where everything is good and dandy. I find that whenever I exercise during the afternoon (like today) I feel really cheered up and it keeps my depression down for the day or at least until night, which is good, I guess. Lately I’ve been wanting to get out of it, so this is working out fine. Honestly, I don’t want to commit suicide anymore, but I still have occasional thoughts and whenever depression really takes a grip of me I feel like that is the only relief I’ll ever get. Interesting video, but I don’t think I’ll reduce myself to seeking medical attention. Maybe eventually someone will summon the courage to ask me what’s wrong and I’ll open up, but until then I guess exercise will do for me. PS: I don’t think any different of anyone of who DOES seek help from a doctor. I would PERSONALLY never do it, but I don’t see why others shouldn’t. Log in to Reply Eloisa 4/12/2011 - 12:20 am I think I would seek for medical attention , if I could pay for it my self or if it were free. I don t think is a sign of weakness cause its hard to talk to a stranger that then will call you bipolar or crazy and then pay him for tell you something you already knew. That wouldn’t work for me either I cant even tell friends or family how I feel cause they would just say its nothing or that I fake it to called someones attention. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.