Disgusted

UGH! I can’t stop thinking about this man. Keyword is MAN, definitely not a boy my age. I know it’s stupid, and I shouldn’t think of him in that light. How do I break this reaction? Maybe if he was a jerk or appeared flawed in some way it would be easier, but from my perspective he isn’t. How can I stop thinking of someone as amazing? I don’t want to think about him, but I truly like him. Disgusting how the mind can easily be taken over by hormonal drives. For once my Id and Super Ego coincide, but they’ve teamed up for a lost cause. *SIGH*