I now have no feeling. I see no future. I lost the only one I want to be with. I am 19 years old and recently retired from the US Army because of an injurey i had gotten in mid 2010 in Afghanastan. I have lost everything that is important to me. The Army was something i was good at, it was something that kept me going. I cant perform to the physical and mental standards of the army anymore because of my last tour. I dont know where i can go from here now. I feel that i will be coming to an end soon…very soon.
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Hi Michael412,
I didn’t endure the same adventure as you and surely have not had anything like that. But I know how it is to have no feeling and to see no future. I just spend the morning planning my death but I still leave room for hope. I’m just about 17 and have had an okay life. But the result is the same for me as it is for anyone else here. I want to die. If you want to talk you can email me or comment back on here.
iwant_yourhelp @ yahoo . com
I hope you find reason. :]
I’d surely like to talk.
There’s more to life than just the army that you say you’re good at. I’m sure you’re good at other things too. You can still try to do lots of other things and maybe even enjoy them. You still have many years ahead of you and you can find someone else to be with. Not everyone is sure about their futures, so you can just try going back to school or something and work on that instead.