Im sitting on the beach 5 hours from home waiting on the charcoal to get ready and doubts are combing to me. What if im wrong? What if there is a god? what if I wake up with brain damage? what if I succeed? its too late to go back now. I spent way too much of my parents money. I’ve ruined relationships. I’ve let my good grades drop to straight F’s. I can’t go back.
Pardon my grammar, its a bit cold and im typing from a phone.