General @drowning by please dont save me 4/11/2011 written by please dont save me 4/11/2011 plz dont do it its not worth it really i am begging you not to do it 42 comments 0 Email Related posts The brink of addiction 10/20/2021 I think I’m being abused 10/19/2021 I’m not going to make it to 50 10/19/2021 Living Without Motivation 10/19/2021 Cold 10/19/2021 Shades of death 10/19/2021 stuck in the shadows 10/18/2021 10/18/2021 Why Me? 10/18/2021 Goodguy sends love part2 10/18/2021 42 comments drowning 4/11/2011 - 4:21 pm how do you know? Log in to Reply please dont save me 4/11/2011 - 4:25 pm Because amber told me and she really does care. She told me she’s crying cuz she doesn’t want to see you go. Log in to Reply drowning 4/11/2011 - 4:26 pm I know she cares, but im not worth it, she can do much better. Its ok, really it is. Its just my time Log in to Reply please dont save me 4/11/2011 - 4:27 pm She told me the other day when she talks to you. You male her happy and she wants to do the same for you. You have someone that cares very deeply for you Log in to Reply please dont save me 4/11/2011 - 4:29 pm No you don’t get to pick your time. That will come ones you are done with life but you still have a lot to do. I know it and amber Log in to Reply drowning 4/11/2011 - 4:35 pm I cant be happier. This is my time, I do get to pick it. Log in to Reply social-outcast 4/11/2011 - 4:35 pm @Drowning – why now? Whats happened? Log in to Reply drowning 4/11/2011 - 4:36 pm Life happened, and im tired. Log in to Reply social-outcast 4/11/2011 - 4:38 pm Oh hun *hugs I don’t want you to go but you will be in my thoughts whatever you decide to do. Log in to Reply please dont save me 4/11/2011 - 4:42 pm do hun you dont. thats up to god sorry if you dont believe but i do. dont you want to see a happy life enjoy the good things that you girlfriend can offer you. even if you go i will miss you a lot Log in to Reply drowning 4/11/2011 - 4:43 pm You dont need to miss me, you dont even know me. There is no god, so I dont see that as a reason to stay. This is my last night on this site. Log in to Reply please dont save me 4/11/2011 - 4:46 pm i am not gonna preach to you now. but yes i will miss you that talk we had the other day i had got to know someone thats every special to this world. so yes i will miss you. just as much as your girlfriend will miss you. Log in to Reply social-outcast 4/11/2011 - 4:47 pm Do you want to talk? I can leave you alone if thats what you would prefer. No preaching i promise. Log in to Reply please dont save me 4/11/2011 - 4:47 pm even in that small talk i can relate to you. there are things that you and i have gone threw that we should have never gone threw Log in to Reply drowning 4/11/2011 - 4:48 pm I barley said anything, not anything about me as a person. Log in to Reply please dont save me 4/11/2011 - 4:52 pm yes but just that i know that you cut and reeding your other comments i can tell that you are hurt. just like me. and we kinda girls need to stick together so hang in there for me and your love and everyone else that will miss you if you died Log in to Reply razor wire 4/11/2011 - 4:57 pm I would miss you. You can say I have no reason to do so and you may be right. But you can’t stop people from missing you. So what is haunting you right now? Is your brain telling trash again? Or do you want a ‘Wedding gown to Suit Your Body Type’? And don’t say you’re worthless because obviously you’re not. Log in to Reply NihilisticThought 4/11/2011 - 4:59 pm Sorry to intrude myself, but if you’re going today, drowning, just know you have my support. I wish I could be with you in your dying moments so you don’t have to go alone. No one under such distress should die alone. I hope this is what you want. Log in to Reply life sucks thin u die 4/11/2011 - 5:09 pm babe i love you 🙁 hang in there i know you can do it. Log in to Reply please dont save me 4/11/2011 - 5:23 pm hun dont do it talk to us whats going on are you ok Log in to Reply drowning 4/11/2011 - 6:01 pm Your right, I cant stop anyone from missing me, but i cant stick around for you either. Log in to Reply life sucks thin u die 4/11/2011 - 6:03 pm babe please dont this let me help you. i want to be here for you Log in to Reply drowning 4/11/2011 - 6:03 pm I cannot be helped. Im so sorry, realy I am Amber. Log in to Reply life sucks thin u die 4/11/2011 - 6:06 pm dont be everyone can be helped. you just have to let us dont be scared theres nothing to be scared of. HHHHHHHUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGSSSSSSSSSSS. let me in i want to help you i know i can Log in to Reply drowning 4/11/2011 - 6:08 pm No one can help me. Log in to Reply life sucks thin u die 4/11/2011 - 6:09 pm yes people can. its never to late Log in to Reply razor wire 4/11/2011 - 6:10 pm can’t you be helped, or do you just don’t want to be helped? I know you can be helped, if you just accept it. Hey have you two ever met in person? Like real life and such? Maybe you should. To see there’s someone, more than simply a nickname. Just an idea. Log in to Reply life sucks thin u die 4/11/2011 - 6:10 pm babe i want to be with you dont do this. i love you so much. i am starting to cry please i know you can make it out alive Log in to Reply drowning 4/11/2011 - 6:17 pm Ive accepted help my entire life. Im done now, I cant do this any longer. Im here now, and I will be here all night probably, but never again after today will I be here. Im sory. Log in to Reply mangomango 4/11/2011 - 6:19 pm Hey Drowning. You sound exhausted. I understand – life can be exhausting. And I know you don’t have to stick around for anyone else, but maybe you can think about how much they care about you as a way of being helped. I know that if you let people care about you, things can get a little better. A little bit at a time. Drowning, can you put it off for tonight? Just try not to do it tonight – see if you feel better in the morning. You can always make the decision to kill yourself another time, but you can never again make the decision to live. There ARE people who care, and there IS help – call 911, go to the emergency room where it’s safe, go sit with a friend, talk to someone on the phone. Tell someone – anyone – that you feel this way, and you can get help. Talk to someone. It will help you feel better. I know you said you don’t believe in God, but I do – and I believe he loves you deeply. So much that he died for you, to pay for every wrongdoing you’ve ever done, so that you can have a relationship with him like family. We can’t fix ourselves and get to Heaven on our own goodness…. we’re all broken. But he died to fix us, and he died so that if we trust him, when it is our time we can join him in a better place. But -only- if we trust him. Have you given any thought to where you will go when you die – Heaven or Hell? If you don’t know, please be very careful about the decision that you make. God offers us Heaven, and hope and love now – I’m praying that you stay, that you choose to give Him a chance to love you and help you while you’re still able to be helped. Log in to Reply life sucks thin u die 4/11/2011 - 6:21 pm why do you say this life can get better we have to go threw hell to get to heaven i mean we have to go threw hard times so the good times are much more joy able so babe hang on. Log in to Reply drowning 4/11/2011 - 6:22 pm I have given this a lot of thought. Trust me. Log in to Reply blackqwert 4/11/2011 - 6:23 pm Drowning shop been a clown i give you a life jacket use it? Log in to Reply mangomango 4/11/2011 - 6:23 pm Please if you want to talk about anything, AIM your semaphore or MSN firstname.lastname@example.org or email me there. We can talk about whatever. We don’t even have to talk about God. I just want to be there to listen. If you DO want to consider a relationship with God, though, I’d love to talk about that, or you can check it out on your own: knowgodpersonally.org. You are worth saving, worth caring for, worth loving – and God is inviting you to be loved. He died to make it possible, and without trusting Him, it is impossible to live a fruitful life and go to Heaven. That is the gospel, and I am bound by conscience to share it with you, so that you know what you’re doing. Please reach out – if not to God, then to a person. Log in to Reply drowning 4/11/2011 - 6:24 pm No thanks blackqwert Log in to Reply blackqwert 4/11/2011 - 6:27 pm You choice buy buy Log in to Reply life sucks thin u die 4/11/2011 - 6:30 pm i dont think you have cuz i will miss you so much Log in to Reply paul_1991 4/11/2011 - 6:31 pm Hey I’m a friend of Amber’s please don’t do this. I know things seem totally hopeless right now but they aren’t, things can ALWAYS get better. The only person that is going to kill you is you and if you can stop you from doing it then you can endure anything. Think of all you have been through to get here and all the things you are left to do, all you could do and all your dreams that you can achieve and all the people you have met and will meet. Life is worth is and everything will be ok in the end, and if it’s not ok the end. This isn’t the time for you to go and no amount of sorrys can make up for the pain you will leave behind. Just keep yourself safe, reach out to someone if you are immediate danger call 911 or anyone to take you away and let all the tears and emotions run wild now and then later pick yourself up, dust yourself off, look in the mirror and say “I’m back, I’m me and I can do anything” because you are special and you are worth it, if you just show some faith in yourself you can make it through this and find the light at the end of the tunnel. Life always goes on and the sun always rises in the morning and it’s your job to meet that sun and enjoy that day that you have here. Log in to Reply TP_F__LUX 4/11/2011 - 7:19 pm Hey, Drowning, whats up? everyone is worried, talk to us please Log in to Reply 3_bringitback 4/11/2011 - 7:56 pm Think of it this way. What’s another year of depression against the rest of your life. Compareing the two, however long you’ve been depressed, it’s just a minute, a dot. How can you honestly know things won’t get better? That tomorrow, it’ll all be okay. That’s what keeps me going. People think of not knowing what’s next as a horrible thing, but I think you should embrace it. Log in to Reply NihilisticThought 4/11/2011 - 9:06 pm Sweet dreams. Log in to Reply razor wire 4/12/2011 - 10:28 am hey drowning How are you? I just wanna know if you’re still here. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.