General Everyone by a_bartlett 4/2/2011 written by a_bartlett 4/2/2011 Why doesn’t anyone want to talk on here, I need to open up but no one want’s to listen 37 comments 0 Email Related posts Loooney Bin 10/22/2021 Birthday depression 10/21/2021 Why Are People Such A**holes These Days? 10/21/2021 I hate… 10/21/2021 They meant a lot. 10/21/2021 Recovery 10/20/2021 I Just Want to Go 10/20/2021 No choices left 10/20/2021 The brink of addiction 10/20/2021 I think I’m being abused 10/19/2021 37 comments Justathought 4/2/2011 - 3:16 pm I’ll listen. Log in to Reply a_bartlett 4/2/2011 - 3:18 pm I just want to die, I’ve got a plan and found a good spot to carry it out, I just want someone to accept and respect my decision to want to die because then I can go as a free spirit Log in to Reply social-outcast 4/2/2011 - 3:18 pm I’ll listen, can’t guarantee i can help but i’m a great listener Log in to Reply Justathought 4/2/2011 - 3:19 pm Alright. I will accept it and respect it, as I’m not far behind you m’love Log in to Reply a_bartlett 4/2/2011 - 3:21 pm Justathought; Are you british? Log in to Reply razor wire 4/2/2011 - 3:22 pm I’m all ears. And so are all the others on this site. Maybe they’re not online right now. I don’t know. But you will be heard eventually. So, what’s your story? (I guess might as well read some earlier posts from you…) Log in to Reply a_bartlett 4/2/2011 - 3:23 pm yeah if you give them a read you’ll know where I’m at with this situation Log in to Reply life sucks thin u die 4/2/2011 - 3:25 pm i am here to talk Log in to Reply life sucks thin u die 4/2/2011 - 3:27 pm btw razor wire u have a post Log in to Reply a_bartlett 4/2/2011 - 3:29 pm I just know that I’m better off being dead but everyone around me want’s me to stay alive and I’m just worried that if I do die that they will all blame my ex girlfriend. She hasn’t even done anything wrong and I care about her and love her so much, it was all my fault why we split up. I just want to die now because this is the straw that broke the camels back Log in to Reply life sucks thin u die 4/2/2011 - 3:33 pm well get on another camel and find another girl thats better than the one u had cuz it just wasnt meant to be i am sorry that yall broke up but theres a better person out there for u Log in to Reply a_bartlett 4/2/2011 - 3:35 pm There isn’t man, no one knows me like she does, I’ve told her everything that has happened in my life Log in to Reply life sucks thin u die 4/2/2011 - 3:38 pm i know that feeling but u can tell another girl all about u. there are ppl that know me so well it but it just wont work out. and i am a girl btw lol Log in to Reply a_bartlett 4/2/2011 - 3:42 pm I dont want to though, she knows everything and I genuinely love her it would be so much better if I was dead Log in to Reply life sucks thin u die 4/2/2011 - 3:42 pm no it wouldnt then try and get back with her Log in to Reply razor wire 4/2/2011 - 3:44 pm You seem pretty desperate. But I still don’t understand what has happened to you. Why did you break up? Log in to Reply a_bartlett 4/2/2011 - 3:46 pm because I thought it was the right thing to do at the time to go our separate ways but recently found out how she feels and its just filled me with even more regret and I jsut want her back Log in to Reply life sucks thin u die 4/2/2011 - 3:47 pm well ask her back out Log in to Reply a_bartlett 4/2/2011 - 3:51 pm She wont have it anymore she hates me and thinks i’m full of shit so I can’t Log in to Reply life sucks thin u die 4/2/2011 - 3:53 pm u can try so ur saying she hates u Log in to Reply a_bartlett 4/2/2011 - 3:54 pm yeah I’m pretty sure she hates my guts Log in to Reply Justathought 4/2/2011 - 3:56 pm a_bartlett, no I’m not british, but people think I am alot xD Log in to Reply life sucks thin u die 4/2/2011 - 3:57 pm well try and make it up to her Log in to Reply a_bartlett 4/2/2011 - 3:58 pm yeah its the words you use! I don’t know where to start Log in to Reply life sucks thin u die 4/2/2011 - 3:59 pm start with i am sorry for all the shit i did can we make a new start i still love u keep it simple Log in to Reply a_bartlett 4/2/2011 - 4:04 pm I would but there’s no way I can speak to her face to face Log in to Reply life sucks thin u die 4/2/2011 - 4:06 pm u dont have to do it face to face a letter fb txt email Log in to Reply Justathought 4/2/2011 - 4:08 pm a_bartlett, I sowwi, oh if you have a fb add meh!! here’s the email no spaces forbidden lovers 23 @yahoo.com Log in to Reply life sucks thin u die 4/2/2011 - 4:11 pm justahought can i add u. i can add u to my group if u want too its private Log in to Reply Justathought 4/2/2011 - 4:12 pm Yeah you can add me life sucks thin u die Log in to Reply lance2005 4/2/2011 - 4:20 pm http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P-xK3CJRMlk&feature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0hdjrwMO2Lw Log in to Reply Deep abyss 4/2/2011 - 6:34 pm I’ll listen to you if you want to talk. I haven’t logged on really often on here like I used to though. Not everyday and leave it up all day when I’m home from school. But yeah, if you need someone to talk to, I’m willing to talk to you and listen. Log in to Reply a_bartlett 4/3/2011 - 12:03 am thanks deep abyss, means a lot that you would go out your way to talk to me… My life fucking sucks, lost the love of my life and now I cant go on, i’ve tried with other people but it’s not the same. Log in to Reply will692 4/3/2011 - 12:42 am It can get better; it might just take some more time. Log in to Reply lostindespair 4/3/2011 - 1:14 am a_bartlett, I’m sorry, but you can’t blame yourself for the loss of a relationship, people change, mistakes are made, there’s two sides to one coin my friend. Finding someone else is the best way to cope, and even if you think she’s your one true love, an open heart and open mind will prove that to be false Log in to Reply a_bartlett 4/3/2011 - 10:15 am you don’t understand. I’ve got a fucked up past/ childhood and I can’t cope Log in to Reply softsoul 4/3/2011 - 12:06 pm The truth is all of this has happened in order for you to take stock of your life….It’s like you’re on the sidelines of your life taking a look at how you played. It’s now time to take that information and transform things into a new direction. That’s what happens when we judge things, we lose the golden opportunity of viewing things just as they are and then understanding we don’t have to keep making the choices that got us into that hole in the 1st place. Are you going to keep kicking yourself or kick yourself back into captaining your own ship again. Takes courage….it seems like this huge thing in your own mind, but it in the grand scheme of things (not trying to belittle your situation) it’s a couple weeks of making choices that are in service of you mentally, physically and Spiritually. You need to choose. Going over the same drama won’t do anything for you. Just take it easy, relax….things work themselves out when you allow them to. Good luck. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.