spent saturday in the E.R. only to be diagnosed with fucking Bells Palsy. It’s tough and i hate it.The Doctor put me on a steroid and an antibiotic that makes me feel like shit….. I feel like im going to puke and its hard enough to concentrate in class when I just feel like screaming and running out of the building until I pass out.  I hate hospitals and doctors. I never recieve any good news from them its always the bad stuff “your uncle may not live”, “your baby brother died, the dr. fucked up”, ” the didn’t fix his hip only for a short time, he’s still in pain”, “i’m sorry but there was nothing we could do, she didn’t make it” all the same bullshit….its very rare that you will ever hear “He is okay, and expected to make a full recovery”, or “He’s doing great, and they fixed his hip, he’s gonna be okay”, or “we got to her in time and we fixed her right up, a full recovery is expected”…… why is that this is so rare….. a load of shit….. I just don’t like doctors…. i dont trudt them either….