Howdy

i’d say were all there with you.
i’m even hoping tonight i do something about it.
be a shame to not find out how fringe will end, only being 1 episode and all, but thats how much i think of it, that a week is too long, seeing how everyday feels like it’s been a week.

things havn’t got better. got worse just now, finding out my ex is now off with her ex, atleast seeing him. thats made me feel even worse!

i did meet someone else, i tried that one, and i met that girl.
i’m not risking meeting anyone new anyway, even if i did carry on.

i did, and thats why i sabotaged it.
the right person doesn’t always mean everything works out.
i apreciate the words, just i know i found her.

shes gone, i have no way to contact her when she doesn’t want to talk. and some how some where some when is just too many unknowns for me

i maybe could have, i’d just live in regret though.
and without anything else but myself, it’s not enough

again though, don’t want to meet new ones, lost too many in the past, sometimes it’s just not worth it. life, is not worth it.

but now i wont, i havnt let people in for a long time, and then i met becca, and now i feel this way. i wouldn’t risk that again.

as i’ve said i really do apreciate what you’re saying
it’s nice to know someone, even a stranger would want to help