This is all going to sound stupid, but I need to vent or something.. Me and my boyfriend have been broken up for almost 2 months now. We dated for 8 months before he ended things. I didn’t see it coming. But anyways, I just don’t want to feel like this anymore. He was the very first person in my life to push me into believening myself, or believing that I was actually worth something. When I was with him, I felt beautiful, I didn’t have to impress him, he didn’t care if I wore makeup, or sexy clothes. I felt smart when I was with him. I had never felt that way before. Now he’s gone, and I’ve felt like this worthless piece of shit for so long. I just feel like I’m not worth anything. It’s not just him, it’s my depression too. My depression is taking over my life. I’m at the point where I just want to give up, I don’t even want to wake up anymore. Before I go to sleep at night, I wish that I could just die in my sleep, and when I wake up in the morning, I’m almost in tears because I’m still alive. I’m slowly but surely giving up. I don’t want to keep getting hurt anymore..