Hi, my name is Jordan, my life is a complete disaster. My family are fantastic but my personal issues are awful. i am 18 and recently split up with my girlfriend of over 2 and a half years, the day we split up i found out she was texting another lad and wanted to meet up with him. i was absolutely furious with this. all of the belongings she gave me i walked to hers which is about 4 miles away and i left them on her door. she later phoned me and confirmed she was texting this other person. she always lies to me now and she is now with this person she has been texting and she didn’t tell me i found this out over “facebook” my heart immediately dropped and from then i have wanted to kill myself. i have spoken to her on the phone around 2 hour ago and she didn’t want to listen to me. she said she will not split up with her partner for me because she never wants to get back with me so i feel why should i be here? why do i need the hassle when i can just leave and never know anything than blackness? i am not scared about killing myself i just am scared for my mother/father. i don’t want them to feel lost without me.
i used to spend every day with my ex, every second of my life was with her. i used to share my secrets with her. everything i knew i shared. and now i have nothing? i go to sleep around 7-am and wake up at 2pm in the afternoon and cry all day/night. there is nothing for me now. i have no-one i can speak to so i’m posting here to see if anyone can help me, i do not wish to speak with a psychiatrist or anything like that. i just want to speak with a “normal” person who has had this experience and how they survived it. so i’ve taken the pills and just waiting for the effects to kick in. (hopefully i will die) but what if i don’t what am i supposed to do?
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I got married when I was 19. My wife of 12 years
had an affair about 6 months ago. We have three kids.
It destroyed my life, buy it does get better. You are young. People always say that buy it is true. There will come a day when you will look yourself in the mirror and you are thirty something and you will dream of the days you were eighteen, charting girlfriend or not. Be glad you didn’t commit more of your life to this person before she cheated and move on. Gonna hurt for a while but you will be fine. Pick someone better next time and time. If you really did take pills call 911.
You’re young, now an adult and no longer tied down in a relationship. You are in the perfect position to set your life on whatever track you wish. Don’t spend this year of your life pouting about lost love. Move, go to college, get a job and make money, save money, start doing things for yourself. You can make any decision for yourself now that you are 18; seriously, do not fret that the life you cultivated for the last two years is over. Start a new one. Everyday, I see 5+ threads like this on 4chan /adv/. Seriously, this is not a big deal at all. You have the right to be sad or upset, but take steps to move your life forward and you will get over this much faster.
dude dont off yourself over a whore
I totally agree with what the other guys have said. These things happen to all of us!! all young people go through what are going through now! one day when you grow older you will laugh at what you wanted to do now for someone who really isn’t worth it!! life is difficult and more difficult and serious experiences and adventures are waiting for you. Try to move on and prepare yourself for the future. Use this experience and dont let anyone play with your emotions next time 🙂