I understand what people were talking about when they said being forgotten hurts the most. I didn’t feel that way at first but I know that hurt I just didn’t want to believe that I had been forgotten. I have been trying so hard not to cut but this time I failed. They weren’t deep just surface skin. But I have accepted that my mother and father have no room in their lives for me anymore. I’m just a waste of space and they most likely wish that I was never born. I feel like the only time my father ever knows I’m around is when he wants something. I not even good at that and now that”s gone because I pissed him off again. Now I will just fade into the background and then just disapper forever. It’s just a matter of time till I’m nothing.