Hello, this is the first time i have ever reached out to anyone. I don’t know what to do. I’m 24 years old and I just feel like it’s not worth opening my eyes and getting up anymore. I feel like everyday get worse. Iv been so unhappy for so long. I look at everyone around me and they all just seem to get it. I don’t know what I’m doing or where I’m going. I just want to give up. I wish I could just fall asleep and never wake up. I have just coasted through the last decade of my life so worried and scared that I’m just paralyzed. I feel like I’m in a pit and I dont have the ability or the desire to pull myself out.
I’m sorry for ranting but this has just been building up for so long I just had to say something, even if it’s just typing it out.
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I know how you feel hun… Don’t apologize for ranting, that’s what this site’s for
I’m so glad that you’re reaching out to us. You know what? We’ve all been there. And when you’re looking around at all the people who “get it”, think about this – all of us on here have been people that probably looked like we were doing just fine, but we weren’t. You are not alone in your frustration, your anxiety, and your sorrow. It is totally okay to feel this way and to express yourself is really healthy. I might suggest finding a friend, family member, doctor, teacher, pastor – anyone in the “real world” who might be able to better give you day-by-day support. Have you ever talked to a doctor or therapist? You might be having a “phase”, or you might be suffering from anxiety or depression, which are both treatable.
I’d love to talk to you if you just want someone to unload on, someone to listen. My email is carin@uoguelph.ca.
I am praying that you find your way. I believe you are of value because God made you and died to pay for your sins – and he wants a relationship with you. If you are seeking for deeper meaning in life and wondering what it’s all about, I wonder if you’ve ever been interested in faith. If you are, I’d love to talk about it or I also recommend knowgodpersonally.org. If not, I’d still love to chat about anything else.
Take care of yourself, okay? 🙂