Hello, this is the first time i have ever reached out to anyone. I don’t know what to do. I’m 24 years old and I just feel like it’s not worth opening my eyes and getting up anymore. I feel like everyday get worse. Iv been so unhappy for so long. I look at everyone around me and they all just seem to get it. I don’t know what I’m doing or where I’m going. I just want to give up. I wish I could just fall asleep and never wake up. I have just coasted through the last decade of my life so worried and scared that I’m just paralyzed. I feel like I’m in a pit and I dont have the ability or the desire to pull myself out.
I’m sorry for ranting but this has just been building up for so long I just had to say something, even if it’s just typing it out.