So I ranaway on Wednesday night. I didn’t even mean to. I. Snuck out of the house for the millionth time and when I. Came back there was a cop in front of the house I was terrified so I didn’t go home y would I’m so fukking scared of my father. It is now Sunday. And I’m still alive … I’m actually happy so it really took all this shit I’ve been through to became happy I’m with the one who makes me much more happy then he makes me mad and those people are hard to find nowadays. I’m movving with my mom to Ct which means that I’m leaving him behind and I really don’t wannt to do that I’m going to die if I leave him this is going to fukk everything up! I love him and there’s no limit on love and since he’s been with me everyday since I left I’m going to do anything and everything to keep him. I will go all the way cuz I can go the distance to be with him. I gotta do what I gotta do…..