Ten years ago when I tried to kill myself. I felt stupid and terrible. An enormous guilt brewed inside me. When I woke up at the hospital bed, for the first few seconds I really felt I had traveled to a different realm.
Since then each day of my life I think about killing myself at least once. I am just dragging myself to the day when I will have my own charcoal grill.
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Can you mention more specific what kind of ‘realm’ you had traveled into?
And was it a literal/physically different realm,
or do you mean ‘metaphorically/figuratively?
I’m very curious..
thx.
Unfortunately it was not what you are thinking of. I was unconscious and when I woke up at that instant when I was opening my eyes, I thought I had been in a different realm. It was just a brightly lit white ceiling which caused the effect I guess.
Where u from jango?
Moscow..
So far away… I think Russian girls are very pretty btw. All these russian models. Damn them