just got in from a night out, fucking feel so alone. Drinking and drugs are my only escape from reality. i dont know how how muchÂ longer I can go on like this.
my ex means so much too me, i fucked up BIG time letting her go, ruined my own life… wish she would forgive me for being a **** to her.
Respect to her for sticking up for herself.
i’m sorry. I love you.