Many times I have thought about suicide, and many times I even made detailed plans. I tryed talking to my friends, and they usually talk me out of it, but in the back of my head, it’s not them that really back me out of it, it’s the fear of what happens once I’m dead.
Many times, that jumps in my head, and I can’t really think of going through of it, being in fear of what could happen. I’m not a religious person, and it makes it harder to think what’s after death.
I could talk to people, but all they say are the typical “Don’t worry about it” or “Don’t say things like that.” I dunno, it’s a scary thought thay may be for the best.