All i wanted was someone to care, to WANT to be with me and have me as theirs. That was all i ever asked for. I have so much to offer and give, yet i have nothing to receive. I’m done with being the one who keeps fighting for a lost cause. Sometimes I am happy and distracted, but only in public. Once the door shuts I’m alone. Completely and pathetically alone. Why doesn’t someone want me? I’m beautiful, happy (sometimes), optimistic (through out the day), passionate, and accepting. Â I keep telling myself to give it more time, eventually I’ll stumble upon someone. Â But nothing is the result. I’ve given it plenty of time, I’m done waiting. Was it really too much for me to ask to be held and needed by someone?