I live life day to day ive always been the one to be happy and stay strong for others and be a good friend. I hold in my anger i hold in my thoughts and feelings becasue i fell like theirs not to many that understand i know its bad for the mental state but its the best way for me to cope and deal with things in my life ive had people that have treated my like crap and talked shit but still i say the same becasue its not worth the fight and the argument im learning to grow and speak my mind when needed but there’s times where i wanna give up on the world becasue i fell like theirs no one to talk to or be there for me i deal day by day and just go with the flow. At one time i wanted to give up on the world after coming back from a deployment and noticing that i was different but i had my moment pushed thru it and i find having people that give me a kick in the ass to stay strong and also provide comfort keeps things well