i cant take it anymore! every time i get my life back on track everything falls apart.. well not this time.
 iv tried too hard for too long and theres a point where theres no point in continuing and im well past that point. the only reason im posting this is because i dont want attention from friends or family or anyone for that matter and its not like anyones gunna read this anyway. im sorry if anyone does read this that i know, i know iv hurt you but your stronger than i am and youll recover just like i did all those times.
this time iv fallen shall be the last, im mentally and emotionally tired. im worn out from being hurt continiously.
some have said that “life is not fair, deal with it”, this is my way of dealing with it
some have said “its the easy way out”, i tell you it hasnt been easy
some say “its selfish” i tell you to GET FUCKED!
and some say “good luck”, i say thankyou
goodbye x
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i feel just like you do..i dont know whats wrong with me..i feel low all the time..my sister died..and after that everything changed..its been more than 2 yrs..still…
i am thinking about suicide myself..but just have no courage to do it..
Please don’t go yet. Talk to us, let us try to help. If you still decide this is the right choice for you then i will wish you luck.
I know how you feel. So many times I felt and tried to get up again. If you have decided to give up, then good luck! People who say it’s selfish are selfish…They don’t understand!
The only real energy or power in the universe is that of love…real love, not fear. Often fear works in a way to show one that truth…love is everything.
The universe as difficult as it is to work through does provide everything we actually need whether or not we’re aware. If that’s where you’re at, the universe will support and help you transition. What people say or think means nothing. You’re choice is what is….what I think, means nothing ultimately. You’re reality, your experience is what’s important and judgment on any level does not do anything and does not help. Jake, as best you can…open your heart, be grateful for your life…the good, the bad, the ugly…and whatever choice you make…just have gratitude in your heart. It will be of great benefit to you. Good vibes to you.